It feels so hard for me to face all these. I am afraid if I can stand all these, I am worried if I'm able to handle all these well and try again from failures , I'm confused I'm heading the right way to where I want to be some days. This time, it just feels like it's not easy for me to take it.
I just don't feel like giving up this way. All I've been through to reach here. I have no more time to waste but what can I do? I have no strength to carry on right now. At least now I haven't found the effort to keep moving on. That hard feelings are killing me. So helpless.. There is no one can help. My friends, my family, no one would ever know how much it hurts...
I just hope that you are the one who know me, be with me when I'm facing all these. You'll never be the one though. We're just ain't gonna work.
